syawedis esir nus

disunited, fragmented, split, disjointed, disordered, garbled, scattered, not unconnected thoughts

This is sunrise a week gone by. It’s a fleeting thing. One moment glorious, the next bland like that song bird that sounds like an angel but can’t be found in the tree.

Sounds like an angel. Look for it, and it’s gone.

My journey into Chinese Pop continues. Current favorite song:.

Last night The Empire Strikes Back was on network television. As a child I would have been ecstatic. Yesterday my reaction was, “why?”

The flavors of this molcajete were much like tasting the sunrise.

My brain is loaded. Full. Yet I can’t find the trigger. My vision is nearly blurry from the pressure.

5 hugs a day. A friend told me that’s what we should all get. At a minimum. I believe it. I’ve had 1 today. Maybe that’s my issue.

I would like to offer you a virtual hug right now. Please accept it. Hold on. It’s a 5 second hug. Feel the pressure and warmth and soul as it interposes and passes in a flow of emotion between us. Positive emotion. You are loved. Feel it. Do good things. Close your eyes and breathe. Let the negative exhale - flow out of you and into me. I will absorb it and leave you free. Fly. Sing like the sunrise bird.

I am, in the hug, just a blurry reflection of you - bright sky that you are.